Birthday

Today is my birthday.. I am 41

My birthday stinks…and no longer want to celebrate it…

My husband posted Happy birthday on Facebook… no card…no gift…had to work…

My children gave me a purse for Mother’s day / Birthday…

 Got a card from my Mom with a gift card…

My Mother in law is making me birthday dinner….

I end up making my own cake…

I feel very a lone and depressed…

A little update: My husband surprised me with flowers and mug…with a lovely card…it’s 10:53 pm Eastern time…I am little happier now!!!

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21 thoughts on “Birthday

  1. Happy Birthday! My Birthday is my own specila day, I have a long walk to my favorite place, I buy myself a gift, I make my birthday cake. I have a lot of reasons to be depressed but on this day I pamper myself celebrating my own special life. Try to be positive!

  2. Monday was my birthday too. I spent the day bedridden as I do most of my days. Maybe make a gratitude list of the good things in your life? It might help to focus on those when things feel painful and overwhelming.
    There is someone who knows how you feel. Jesus was rejected, betrayed by his friend, spit on, mocked, humiliated, etc. But He endured it for you. Even if you were the only one He had to do it for. That’s how loved you are.
    Your worth comes from God and God alone. Not in any cake, birthday card, text, phone call, etc. You’re never alone because He is with you always, with open arms and He knew you before you were born, even before He formed you in the womb.
    Hold on to that when you feel alone and unloved. You are always special to Him and He’s the only One who matters in the end.
    I hope things go better for you the rest of the week!

    • I think it was because my family wasn’t around for my birthday… and last year I did…it was different because last year we were together… since we were evicted and separated it is different this year

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