My First Pillow

It was very hard going through my Dad’s clothes…I made this pillow different…I added his overalls and his shirt…I even gave it my Dad’s gut…I am going to spray his aftershave to it …

Bear #2

Here is the second bear that I made…

I felt more comfortable making the second bear…I like the plaid…This time I made sure the nose was at the right spot…Next is making overalls for the bear…The hard about making the overalls is that I am using my Dad’s jeans…

Things are happening

Sorry that I haven’t been around lately…

I lost my father in May from a massive heart attack ….then the following week my cat, Shadow was killed by a car…I haven’t had any interest of sewing or crocheting…Right now, we are in the process of renting a house…It is just going to be my husband, my youngest daughter, my brother and his girlfriend, and myself…My older two children live with my mom..since they are over the age of 20…If we get this house…I will finally have Chole back with me…

Moved

Last Wednesday..We were told to leave from my in-laws ..Guess what…They gave my husband an ultimatum …Them or me…He picked me…They tried to take my youngest daughter from us…didn’t happen!!! The good thing about this ,we are now living with my mom..I have Shadow and Axle with me…I don’t have Chole yet….We don’t have to pay $320 a week anymore…We can stay here until we can afford our own place….

I wish

I wish …That people can see what I see…..and hear what I hear….

I am tired of the comments behind my back….I wish that he would stand up for me and protect me….

I want to live my life the way I want it…I want to free of it …

I wish that having a job matters to people….

I hate that I am constantly judged because I do things differently….people needs to see their own flaws before judging me ….

Gloomy day on the golf course

It is very gloomy outside…I haven’t posted in a while…There has been a lot going on in my life…Dealing with depression…It sucks the life out of me…Trying to deal with life …Hardship is the worst…. I got into an agruement with my husband the other day….I almost threw out my sewing stuff….I haven’t sewed or crocheted in a while….