I can’t describe how I feel….I haven’t sewn since December…I crocheted once … I don’t have the energy in me to do it….Ever since I had that stomach flu with a 102 fever…I haven’t been the same..In other news ..My youngest has been getting Honor Roll…We are planning to get our on own place…..
Last Wednesday..We were told to leave from my in-laws ..Guess what…They gave my husband an ultimatum …Them or me…He picked me…They tried to take my youngest daughter from us…didn’t happen!!! The good thing about this ,we are now living with my mom..I have Shadow and Axle with me…I don’t have Chole yet….We don’t have to pay $320 a week anymore…We can stay here until we can afford our own place….
I wish …That people can see what I see…..and hear what I hear….
I am tired of the comments behind my back….I wish that he would stand up for me and protect me….
I want to live my life the way I want it…I want to free of it …
I wish that having a job matters to people….
I hate that I am constantly judged because I do things differently….people needs to see their own flaws before judging me ….
It is very gloomy outside…I haven’t posted in a while…There has been a lot going on in my life…Dealing with depression…It sucks the life out of me…Trying to deal with life …Hardship is the worst…. I got into an agruement with my husband the other day….I almost threw out my sewing stuff….I haven’t sewed or crocheted in a while….
Since I have been home for a couple hours… I need to straighten up my sewing / homework area…
My allergies are bothering me…
I got so much on my mind…..
I also have so many ideas in my head…
Time to have more tea….and get work done….
I love my Axle….. He kisses tears away …..when you are upset…Â He is my baby…..
I have been taking pictures of Axle lately….He is a good boy…..
He knows when something is wrong….I love how our pets can sense things….
Chole always wants me to pet her and so does Kyle….
I have been dealing with a lot of issues lately with my family…..
I also dealing with issues with school….and work is tiring me out…..
I try my hardest…..
Yesterday was my birthday…..
There was a thunderstorm…
My husband was at work….
I made my birthday cake again…
I made my dinner and cleaned it up…
My youngest daughter decorated my cake
Well..Today is a good day…
My father-in-law is getting released…
My daughters birthday was good…I made her a rainbow cake
I made myself a good breakfast
Now…I have to get the house clean before he comes home!!!!
I know that sometimes…I talk about my in laws in a negative manner…
That is because they are my in laws and we have different views on many things….
As of now….My father in law was transferred to a different hospital……
We found out that he was having mini silent strokes….
Monday….he had a procedure due to open the main arteries to help with the strokes….
We were just informed that he has to get open heart surgery on Friday…..
The stress is overwhelming ……
I am trying to get everything done for my family….
Plus, schoolwork,housework,work,and driver…and everything else….
Please pray for my family ….as we go through this rough patch……
I am supposed to be doing my homework ….
I am a little behind…
This area is my sewing/craft space…..
Plus, it is part of my bedroom as well….
As you can see that I haven’t been able to sew….
It is driving me nuts!!!!
It is a big mess!!!!
I want to sew badly and I can’t ….I have to do my homework……
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