Not into it

A couple of months ago,I started a painting.Something was off about it,so I stopped. I wasn’t into the painting.Plus,my mood was off as well.

It wasn’t until a couple of days ago.I decided to pick up the canvas and start painting. Which only took me maybe two to three days to paint.Another mistake that I have made is to take a before picture. I can only show you the after.

Painting has become my outlet. Painting  helps me express my feelings.

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Number 41

Ever since,I started painting I haven’t seemed to put my now many paint brushes  down.I never thought  in a million  years  that I could paint. Especially ,the way I do.

This the painting that I sold!!

It is like I am constantly having an outer body experience. There are times when I say,” Did I actually paint this?”.My paintings have evolved since I started in September.I have done over 41 paintings so far.I sold one of my paintings,which is pretty exciting! I still have lack of confidence in myself that people what to buy my artwork.

Paintings #3 & #4

I had two paintings that I started.At first,I wasn’t into them and I stopped.I was getting frustrated.

So, today on my day off.I went to my job and gotten some more brushes. Plus, white paint ,because I use the paint cover the canvas.Especially, when I am not into the painting.

This particular painting ,I really enjoyed working on. It is more of an Autumn type theme.

Finished Painting

I am finally finished my painting…I am pretty happy with the results..

I am glad that I waited for daylight to finish it.I also noticed that my stress level is going down.

This from last night before I lost daylight.I thought the painting needed something

As you can see it looked so plain without any scenery.

Inspiration

Today started as a semi normal day at work…it was very busy

After work,I did some shopping and got more canvas and paints.I decided to watch some Bob Ross..

Then it hit me…my inspiration…I decided on a different type of painting.I am not a landscape type of person,but I am trying…

It isn’t done yet…I have to get more colors and different brushes.Not bad for a first try.

Painting

It has been a very long time, since I posted anything.I have been working the whole time during this covid situation.

I have been dealing with depression.That is me still grieving since my Dad passed a year ago. I am stressing because trying to rent a house.Plus worrying about my Mom with her personal issues.

I decided to paint a picture for my oldest daughter for her birthday.

I noticed it helps me relax a little bit.So,today I decided to make this for my youngest daughter.

Masks

Remember when I said that I had no desire to sew…Guess who’s sewing …I am!! Since there a virus outbreak.I started making masks for my family

I guess this the best therapy ever.It is helping me get through my feelings.I got some help from my oldest daughter.