I wish

I wish …That people can see what I see…..and hear what I hear….

I am tired of the comments behind my back….I wish that he would stand up for me and protect me….

I want to live my life the way I want it…I want to free of it …

I wish that having a job matters to people….

I hate that I am constantly judged because I do things differently….people needs to see their own flaws before judging me ….

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Gloomy day on the golf course

It is very gloomy outside…I haven’t posted in a while…There has been a lot going on in my life…Dealing with depression…It sucks the life out of me…Trying to deal with life …Hardship is the worst…. I got into an agruement with my husband the other day….I almost threw out my sewing stuff….I haven’t sewed or crocheted in a while….

Axle

I love my Axle….. He kisses tears away …..when you are upset…┬áHe is my baby…..

I have been taking pictures of Axle lately….He is a good boy…..

He knows when something is wrong….I love how our pets can sense things….

Chole always wants me to pet her and so does Kyle….

I have been dealing with a lot of issues lately with my family…..

I also dealing with issues with school….and work is tiring me out…..

I try my hardest…..

Bowl cozy # 1

I am kind of upset….I bought cotton thread….and it is no where to be seen….

Now, I have to buy more thread….This is the bowl cozy that I was working on earlier….

I saw this fabric last year and I loved it…I bought it of course…

I ended up making a bowl cozy….

It is 11 inches….a little bigger….

Kyle is going crazy…and he won’t leave me alone…He has food in his dish….

Update-Father in law

I know that sometimes…I talk about my in laws in a negative manner…

That is because they are my in laws and we have different views on many things….

As of now….My father in law was transferred to a different hospital……

We found out that he was having mini silent strokes….

Monday….he had a procedure due to open the main arteries to help with the strokes….

We were just informed that he has to get open heart surgery on Friday…..

The stress is overwhelming ……

I am trying to get everything done for my family….

Plus, schoolwork,housework,work,and driver…and everything else….

Please pray for my family ….as we go through this rough patch……