I wish …That people can see what I see…..and hear what I hear….
I am tired of the comments behind my back….I wish that he would stand up for me and protect me….
I want to live my life the way I want it…I want to free of it …
I wish that having a job matters to people….
I hate that I am constantly judged because I do things differently….people needs to see their own flaws before judging me ….
It is very gloomy outside…I haven’t posted in a while…There has been a lot going on in my life…Dealing with depression…It sucks the life out of me…Trying to deal with life …Hardship is the worst…. I got into an agruement with my husband the other day….I almost threw out my sewing stuff….I haven’t sewed or crocheted in a while….
Since I have been home for a couple hours… I need to straighten up my sewing / homework area…
My allergies are bothering me…
I got so much on my mind…..
I also have so many ideas in my head…
Time to have more tea….and get work done….
I love my Axle….. He kisses tears away …..when you are upset… He is my baby…..
I have been taking pictures of Axle lately….He is a good boy…..
He knows when something is wrong….I love how our pets can sense things….
Chole always wants me to pet her and so does Kyle….
I have been dealing with a lot of issues lately with my family…..
I also dealing with issues with school….and work is tiring me out…..
I try my hardest…..
Yesterday was my birthday…..
There was a thunderstorm…
My husband was at work….
I made my birthday cake again…
I made my dinner and cleaned it up…
My youngest daughter decorated my cake
Well..Today is a good day…
My father-in-law is getting released…
My daughters birthday was good…I made her a rainbow cake
I made myself a good breakfast
Now…I have to get the house clean before he comes home!!!!
I am kind of upset….I bought cotton thread….and it is no where to be seen….
Now, I have to buy more thread….This is the bowl cozy that I was working on earlier….
I saw this fabric last year and I loved it…I bought it of course…
I ended up making a bowl cozy….
It is 11 inches….a little bigger….
Kyle is going crazy…and he won’t leave me alone…He has food in his dish….
Remember when I said that I was sewing ….I was trying to work on the denim and flannel quilt….
I am trying to de-stress myself…..
With everything that is going on right now….It is kind of hard to focus….As you can see that Kyle was trying to help again….Not really…He wanted treats….
Update…My Father in law made it through surgery…quadruple bypass…
Going later to the hospital…
I have a lot homework to make up…
I have a lot of energy…
I am sewing right now…and listening to music….
Don’t worry….I will work on my homework
I know that sometimes…I talk about my in laws in a negative manner…
That is because they are my in laws and we have different views on many things….
As of now….My father in law was transferred to a different hospital……
We found out that he was having mini silent strokes….
Monday….he had a procedure due to open the main arteries to help with the strokes….
We were just informed that he has to get open heart surgery on Friday…..
The stress is overwhelming ……
I am trying to get everything done for my family….
Plus, schoolwork,housework,work,and driver…and everything else….
Please pray for my family ….as we go through this rough patch……
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