Gloomy day on the golf course

It is very gloomy outside…I haven’t posted in a while…There has been a lot going on in my life…Dealing with depression…It sucks the life out of me…Trying to deal with life …Hardship is the worst…. I got into an agruement with my husband the other day….I almost threw out my sewing stuff….I haven’t sewed or crocheted in a while….

Axle

I love my Axle….. He kisses tears away …..when you are upset…┬áHe is my baby…..

I have been taking pictures of Axle lately….He is a good boy…..

He knows when something is wrong….I love how our pets can sense things….

Chole always wants me to pet her and so does Kyle….

I have been dealing with a lot of issues lately with my family…..

I also dealing with issues with school….and work is tiring me out…..

I try my hardest…..

Update-Father in law

I know that sometimes…I talk about my in laws in a negative manner…

That is because they are my in laws and we have different views on many things….

As of now….My father in law was transferred to a different hospital……

We found out that he was having mini silent strokes….

Monday….he had a procedure due to open the main arteries to help with the strokes….

We were just informed that he has to get open heart surgery on Friday…..

The stress is overwhelming ……

I am trying to get everything done for my family….

Plus, schoolwork,housework,work,and driver…and everything else….

Please pray for my family ….as we go through this rough patch……

 

 

Pictures

Lately…I have been working…

I have been under a lot of stress…

School work,family,sewing,a blown tire, and other things….

I have been taking pictures of my animals …my new latest hobby…

I find it relaxing like my other things …that I like to do….

This is Kyle

This is my Chole

This is my Axle…

Bowl Cozies

I know it has been a while since I posted last….

My depression got to me again…..I stopped sewing for a while….

My oldest daughter’s father tried to OD not once,but twice…He is getting better slowly…

I decided to make bowl cozies….

It kept popping in my head….

They are pretty easy to make…..

I did not make them with cotton thread….they can not go in the mircowave….and am I making more….

Venting#2

Today is my day off…

Both of my children want to work their projects….

I  am trying to crochet…the air conditioning is on…but I am sweating…

I want to finish my projects.. 

I can’t even focus….WTH!!!

I wish the creativity would just flow…not create …stop …create…stop…I feel like a teenager learning to drive…..

Venting#1

I can’t wait until I get my camera working again…I lost my charger for my camera…

I have been using my phone for the a while now….and it it taking up storage…

Lately ,I have been having bouts of depression… But I have been forcing myself to do things….

I want to finish all of my projects….I have my quilting projects…crocheting projects…my son’s jacket ..and the other project… Plus..I stopped working on the quilting challenge… I guess one project at a time…

Venting Time

Sorry,that I haven’t posted in a while…

I have been very busy at work…

Been working a lot of day shifts…

I am trying to organize my fabric…

I am working on a top secret project with my brother..

I got four other projects that have to get done…

I really have Crafting AD/HD…..

I can blame my job for that…lol

I guess am going to have to spend at least three hours a day to catch up on all of my projects…

I also got patterns and fabric for a project for my youngest daughter that I want to make…

What to do,What to do!???

I need to clone myself…

  1. For cleaning
  2. To go to work
  3. To do the all of my projects

I think I can get all of this done!!!

I got to believe in myself that I can do this!!!